Time realy flies like an arrow.
Since we can't do anything more than you can do without someone's help one of worth of life is how much influence you can give to others.
Although I do know this principle in my mind , I lost the chance of it this time.
It's pitty, but I know what I have to do for the next with this result and experience.
Still goal is the same as before. This failure doesn't mean the failure of my life.